Sunday, October 18, 2015

10.8.2015 - Mood at The Bauer House.




There's been a somber mood at the Bauer house.
Like an unstable volcano of emotion - the tears erupt
Please don't ask me how I'm doing because 
I'm not okay. I don't think you can ever be 'okay' once your person is gone.....
I tried to go into work yesterday and I felt like I was in some alternate universe where the time I was in stood still. I watched the world around me going about as if nothing happened. How can everything still go on with him not here?!
Hearing the sobs of my boys as they're in bed crying for their daddy is a feeling I wish none would ever have to experience....
It's not fair....
Tonight my four year old Wyatt prayed:
"Please bless Daddy will have a wonderful time with Jesus. Bless the kids in Africa. Bless that Daddy will always be with us. Bless our family. Bless Daddy."
With tears in all of our eyes we said amen and hugged each other.....

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